I agree, but if you are already Christian, a great way to break out of it is to actually read the Bible. Man, that's a book full of violence, depravity and evil, mostly on the part of that God character.

I'm 60 myself, and like you, only Buddhism provides much guidance for me at this point, mainly because the Buddha himself mostly refused to talk about gods, miracles or anything supernatural, but instead concentrated on how to live.