It seems to mean from the string of initials beside your name that you too were participating in this great war crime - cheerfully planning crimes against humanity and genocide, helping the United States run a series of inept and incompetent wars against Bronze Age societies that never offered the United Statest the slightest harm before the US military invaded their country.

We are very lucky that these morally foul acts only killed millions of innnocent people, that you didn't start World War3 and kill most of humanity.

Literal monsters walk the Earth, and many of them wear uniforms. If you were involved in planning nuclear attacks on population centers, you are one of these monsters. In that case, I'd ask how you sleep at night, but I know that not having any form of conscience precludes any form of self-reflection.