You are literally saying this: "Russia has killed thousands of perfectly innocent people and caused a trillion dollars in damage to capture a sovereign country that had offered Russia no harm at all - and this is a good thing."
You are an advocate for murder and war as a tool to achieve selfish imperialist goals. This makes you literally a monster. How can you look yourself in the mirror when you advocate for murder and war?
One of the appalling things about this century is that sociopaths have become proud of who they are, and gush and gloat to everyone on the Internet about how marvellous psychopathy is.